What I don’t want you to know about me is that sometimes I blush. I get red all over my face.
Yeah.. I don’t like that about me, as for many years I tried to control it (since I was in 7th grade)..The funny thing is that in order to control the blushing, I need to control my emotions. Actually not showing any.. Hmm..
Lately, I am showing a lot of emotions. When I talk to someone new about a topic dear to me, like about a book or just about coaching, I’m caught off guard – I don’t have enough time to hide the emotion. And then the blushing shows. And I feel a little bit ashamed.
Now that I’m writing this, I’m realizing that it’s just a limiting belief that I have since I was a kid. Aka people laugh at your blushing, at your redness in your face. That is if you care about what others think about you. And I did. Too much. Picture perfect.. Yeah.. No pressure there.. None whatsoever..
I feel that I’m deciding now to blush, to show emotions, to let the world know that I do feel, and I do show it on my face, not only with my words. Blushing – here I come!